Wondering exactly how many blog fans I have…

Hmm.. sometimes I wonder how many of my friends actually read my blog… I guess it doesn’t matter if no one reads it… this is more to me like a diary and also a way to provide updates for friends to who reads them..

Used to keep a diary when I was young… I love to write and especially noting down my feelings and thoughts… it’s a way of releasing stress and also to understand the feelings within… and it’s great to take out the diaries and read them from page one after a few years later… the old feelings will come back and I will remember what I had forgotten… more of like while reading, there will be flashback on my life back then… however, I dun have the habit of physically keeping the diary because most times, sad to say, I always end up throwing them away… cos’ most entries in my diaries are all about my then relationships… of course the start of the diary was always how happy I was in love, how lucky I felt being in love, how everything will turn out the way I want it to be like a fairy tale etc… but well, we all know that that didn’t happen, in fact, all my relationships… hiaks… just like my story posted in my earlier blog entries…

So well, I decided to keep a copy of my blog entries, in case the website crashed, or my account got hacked or whatsoever… I mean, I just saw my total entries in my blog… 345 entries??? OMG, didn’t know I had so much things to say though… hahaha… I started blogging frequently in 2008.. that’s like 1 and half years of blogging and I have 345 entries… so worked out to be average of 19 entries a month which means, I write an entry every 2 days… hiaks!! hmm…. I think that’s alot of updates about me… hehe…

and it doesn’t matter if I dun have any blog fans… hehe… it’s kinda entertaining to read back on what I wrote though some parts are kinda sad… but I guess that’s just life… it will never be smooth all the way… if it is, life will be so boring.. Life should be like a roller coaster, with its ups and downs…

hmm… will write somemore about this later.. got to go pick Estelle up… yay, girl power again.. hehe…

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