Christmas is coming again!!!
Wow, time flies!!! I thought I had just listed my resolutions for this year… Well, I only managed to accomplished half of it… If I am not wrong, my resolutions were to finalize my divorce and to move on with my life… My divorce still had yet to finalize because my lawyer just told me recently that the Court rejected the documents… I asked him why but he didn’t reply… Going to ask him again soon… Anyway, it’s not cheap to get a divorce… Hai… spent quite an amount on lawyer’s fees le… Well, I managed to move on with my life… slowly but surely… Hee… A year really makes a difference…
Dun know why I always feel extremely lonely during Christmas and New Year, especially after my marriage crushed… even though there is someone special now, we just always happened to not being able to spend these 2 days together… This year, should be spending it alone again because will not be fetching Estelle back home during these 2 days as she got Christmas’ parties on 25 & 26 Dec and New Year’s Day is during a weekday (New Year’s eve and the day after New Year, I got to work)… Hmm, hopefully can spend it with him though but like always, he should be busy with his progammes and activities together with his friends & family… Erm, I am still the ‘phantom’ girlfriend so I am not invited… Well, will explain the ‘phantom’ girlfriend next time ba…
Have to celebrate Christmas early this year together with my family as Estelle wun be around during actual day… I suggested to go out for Christmas dinner, in case my brother come out with some stunt again… hahaha… so that history will not repeat itself…
I guess why I feel lonely is because these 2 days are supposed to be spend with ppl who are special right? Also, if go out on the streets, definitely see many people having lots of fun with their family/loved ones… Hmm… Nvm lah, even if can’t spend it with him, most probably I will just stay at home and watch DVDs… hahaha… time flies when watching DVD so once the day is over, it’s back at work again so wun feel much loneliness…
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