Recent movies I watched… Tokyo! & Blindness
Some takes on the recent movies I had watched… First was Tokyo!… Yes, it’s an art film in Japanese… It is actually a compilation of 3 short stories and they are kinda weird however, I think they are great because for all, they had some meaning in it… esp the last story about a hermit who, in order to find his true love, finally got the courage to step out of his house (comfort zone) to go in search ofhis love… Wow… I guess that’s how love should be right? :P But then again, it only happens in the movies… hahaha…
As for Blindness, I think it is alright… My take on it will be how savage humans can get when they are desperate and how much they are willing to give for survival… Probably we may not even get a chance to feel that, unless there is world war then that will be the worse whereby humans turn to animals and people do everything and anything just to survive… Hmm…
Ohya, the other day when I went shopping at vivocity, I encountered something which really irked me… I was looking at some clothes and my bag kinda came into contact with a pram nearby… Then this old bitch was like giving the ‘Ji!!’ sound and the staring look… I said ’sorry’ straightaway and thought that I may have woken the baby but when I take a good look, F*** sia, it was a young boy of about 5 years old and still sleeping soundly… the fact is I did not knocked or banged into the pram, it was just some slight contact… and the reaction I get from that old bitch was like as if I knocked down or toppled the pram… I mean, if she had a bad day that day, she dun have to behave like an old bitch to others… Probably she dun know what a bitch she was… whahaha… Hmm… sometimes ppl dun know how they project themselves towards the others with all these small actions… Hai…
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Yatta!!! Completed my run and timing better than my NIKE+ human race…
Anyway, ‘Yatta’ is ‘I did it!!’ in Japanese… Hee… Yup… I completed my women10k run in about 1:22:41… I think better than my NIKE+ human race because I think I clocked in at 1:29 plus for that run… But then again, today’s route was better because running tracks were wider and less ups and downs… I thought I was struggling to finish but tot I did better because I was comfortable with my own pace… No stitches today too… Hee…
After my run, went to Sentosa for a tan… Though there wasn’t much sunshine, the weather did not rain on me… hahaha… so got a slight tan… Then after my tan, went to Vivocity and finally managed to find a black trenchie from Zara… Hmm… I think it’s one of the better ones that I have seen… actually have been looking for something like that for quite a while le so I guess it’s my lucky day today… hahaha… It’s okay lah, not terribly nice… hahaha… makes my chest looks larger than usual.. ya ya ya, I know I have got huge assets and yes, it makes them look even larger… no choice lah, it’s the best one and moreover, the cold and rainy season is coming in Nov & Dec…
Hmm… think I will try to sleep early today also because tomorrow Estelle will be with me… Hee… Plan to make some cookies with her tomorrow… I think we will definitely have alot of fun… hahaha… k, update some other day…
Uncategorized | Comments (2)Will I complete my run tomorrow? again… :P + What is Love? Chapter 49
My 10km run is tomorrow and I got to wake up at 5.45am to go back to office to pick up my running shoes before I go over to esplanade to start my run… Hai… Hopefully I finish and hopefully I can fall asleep early tonight since I got to wake up so damn early tomorrow… hahaha… Oh yes, and it’s been such a long time since I posted my story… The last time I posted was Chapter 48 so here it is, Chapter 49… Like I said, it was written 2 years ago… and the feelings was then… probably if I were to write the same story now, it will be much different, probably less the hate and anger ba… Time heals all wounds, that is so true… It really takes alot of effort to hate someone and it’s kinda a relief of burden once the hate is gone… I am definitely a much happier person if compared to the me 2 years ago… Still waiting for the happiness to reach a high when I was in my younger years but well, there’s always ups and downs and I am glad I can actually come out of the darkness…
Chapter 49
During the meeting with Sandra, she told me many things which affirmed my suspicions that he was seeing someone else. Someone who is from camp, someone who is his colleague, someone whom I thought was friend, someone who had been to our house and knew that T* had a wife and a daughter. Sometimes you just wonder what goes in the head of that woman. Why would a normal woman go and wreck a family up for her own desire and happiness? Something which I still cannot figure out. I guess she had her own reasons for doing what she did. But I know that I would not have done what she did even if I have the capability. I am not a home wrecker because I believe what goes around, comes around. Even for BGRs, I do not think that I can bring myself to break up another person’s relationship just so that I can put a foot in and take over. I think it’s cruel. Good luck to the both of them; anyway, I do not really care what happens to them in the end. All I know is that they must not ill treat Estelle and that’s all I ask for.
Sandra told me that he went for a movie alone with that woman. Oh yes, I have not mention her name. Well, let’s call her B*, to maintain the mysterious part of their relationship. But anyway, their affair is so open that they even behave intimately in front of friends. So what the heck about confidentiality. Her name is B*. A girl who is eight years younger than T*. A girl from the same camp. A girl of different thoughts, who thinks that it is okay to fall in love with a married guy.
Sandra also told me that they went for karaoke with friends and behaved intimately in front of friends. He even let her wear the watch I bought for him. When I heard this, my heart sank and was broken straightaway. I just cried and could not control myself. How could he let a woman whom he only known for a few months, wear the watch I gave him?! The thing is, he had never been to karaokes with me when we were together because he never sings. So why did he go with her?
I was sobbing loudly at the café where we had our coffee. Sandra was consoling and also said that I should confront him. I told her that I trust him and that he will not do things unfaithful to me. But there is some part of me who thinks that he might really had an affair because his attitude towards me changed. He had never hated me so much. I was just like his enemy since then.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Wow, 2 weeks of no blogging!!!
Hiaks! It is THAT long huh??!! Hmm… Had been busy as usual… Haven’t been running and my women10k run is this Sunday!!! Hai… Dun know if I am able to complete it… Thought wanted to at least run 2 times before the run this sunday however, it had been raining during the evenings and nights so no choice but to not run… Hahaha… The last time I ran was the NIKE run… and that was in end Aug… 2 months of no exercising and I have put on some weight… Hmm… Got to start exercising if not become fat ass again… Hee…
Hmm… wanted to go to Phuket in December however, not so sure as there had been some riots and protests at Thailand so hai… plans disrupted again… Tot can go alone and relax… hahaha… Yes, if I am going, most probably I am going alone… Sianz… The only time I can clear my leave will be in Dec… and I still have about 11.5 days to clear so that’s about 2 weeks of leave… Hai… Thought can take 1 week leave to go overseas and then take another week to spend it with Estelle… Hmm… Anyway I still have 1 month to plan so well, take a step at a time ba… Hee…
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Didn’t write for many days…
Didn’t write for many days because Estelle had been with me for the past 4 days since Friday night… Had to take care of her for a few extra days this week because my MIL had to go to Malaysia to settle some family stuff… 2 days away from work and already had so many colleagues calling me with regards to work… Hai… I think I really need a break overseas… so that I can officially off my work phone and not receive any calls on work… sianz…
Played my Wii for a while but damn, it’s hard… it might look easy but it’s really tough… maybe not used to it like I said… because of the unconventional game controller… Hahaha… feel kinda stupid when I keep shaking the controllers… whahaha…
Going to pick up Estelle again in less than 24 hours… On thursday she will be at my place but had gotten my bro’s gf to babysit her for a day as I have a meeting on thursday… If I my meeting is not confirmed, then maybe I can still take leave… felt bad taking leave the last minute on sun afternoon already… Hmm, see how when I get back to work tomorrow… I am sure my email inbox is at least 200 emails… whahaha… i think I will take half a day just to clear my emails… Think about it already also sianz… what to do? This is just work…
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